Fistful Of Sand

NOTE: Transefering this post went miserably. The text coloring is random and none of the pictures show... I tried to fix it... but that just made it worst lol...

This is like five posts in one, so be warned!

I'm in High Scool Now. Goin' to Ryle. GO RAIDERS! I've been meeting back up with tons of friends from New Haven. For the most part this has been awsome. Even kids that I havn't seen since the second grade. (The elementary school split then) We recongnize eachother and hug and.... well... it's just been really cool! The other day this girl, Rachael Soto (I think that's her last name.) comes up to me at lunch and goes "Hey Bryan! How are you?" Now I swear until then I hadn't actually ever seen her. For a second i just stared at her like "Who are you and how do you know my name." I guess she could tell I didn't had no clue who she was so she takes a step back and says, "I'm a friend of Amber's." Now I know I a few Amber's. I thought, "Uh, ok. So? Amber who? Who we talkin' about here? Amber Mathews, Amber Pipes? Sheesh give your name before you start talking about other people." I asked slowly, not wanting to say the wrong person, "Amber Mathews?" "Yeah, her. My name's Racheal Soto. I'm the one that went down to Hawaii and stayed with her for a while remember? It was fun messeging you with that night, I just wanted to say hey and see how're you're getting along." My parting thought were, "Uh, I chatted with? *Heh* Well I can't remember. No, oh come on don't sit down here. *sigh*" Now this was a table full of guys, so five minutes after she sits down next to me there are like twelve people (mostly girls) sitting at this six person table LOL. Racheal's cool I guess.

Now note above I said "I've been meeting back up with tons of friends from New Haven. For the most part this has been awsome. " For starters I really miss Jocelyn. We were really getting to like eachother towards the end of the school year there. The day she moved was so hard. I was in this slight depression the rest of the summer. I mean I really thought we'd go to high school together. I guess I've gotten over her... But I don't know. The other girl that's been giving me a headache is Jame. Ah, Jamie Miller. The thought of her name used to make me smile... Now it just wants to make me pop a blood vessel. Like two tears ago, when I was twelve, in the seventh grade I started talking to her again (I've known her since the fourth grade.) So one day I expressed my feelins to her in an email and well... she rejected me I guess. Havn't spoken a word to her since. When she didn't answer me it sent me into a horriable depression. Infact the affect her rejection had on me is what got me into these damned counseling sessions. I'm not blaming her for me being in therapy.... I'm just saying she hurt me pretty bad. I know she didn't mean to. But still... It just overwhelmed her and she didn't know what to say. So like the day after I sent this email I thought "Holy *$^%! I'm such a moron!" So I called her (luckily she hadn't read the letter yet) and explained it to her. She goes "Aww that's sweet." and all that kind of stuff. But apperantly she underestimated what I wrote. 'Cause whenever I pass her in the halls now she can't even look me in the eye. She just sorta does this scowling thing. I hate myself right now that she despises me this much still. It almost brings tears to my eyes. I learned some lessos from her, but at her expense. I've been going nuts over this. My counseler goes, "Bryan, sheesh. You sound like the people that come in here that are mortified about having to see their ex-spouse for the first time after their seperation or somthing. Just say "Hi Jamie ." Either she's put it behind her and you can be friends again with her or she's a bitch. I mean if she's a bitch she's a bitch ya know?" I guess he's right... I guess.

Took me a while to learn the school. But it finally did. My schedule is:
1) Small animal tech
2) Applied Algebra A
3) Integrated science 2
4) Governement
LUNCH
5) English 1
6) Applied Technology and Applications.
Small Animal Tech is my fav. class so far. I'm going out for some clubs. Future Farmers of America (FFA) is one, harmonica Club, Fellowship Of Christian Athetes (FCA), Technology Club, Drama club (i'd do like lights or sound or somthin.), Yearbook Team. I'll pick from a few of those. The Harmonica club is actually kinda funny. When I went and talked to Mr. Turner (he's this really big bald guy) he said that he wasn't gonna do harmonica club because not enough people ever joined. I was like "well duh you don't even advertise the club. Nobody even knows it exists." I'm thinking about making some fliers for him. But he said that if I'm the only one interested that he'd give me a few one-on-one lessons if I wanted. So that will Be cool."Midget's Rock!"?.....
Well that's what my brother says anyway. He's such a moron. He told me the place that he has his blog. So I went and looked him up. Here's the link I'm sorry. I just couldn't pass up a chance to blackmail Steven *heh*.
MEDIA CHEST

Media Chest is a place where you can log and show off your books, cds, dvds, and games. Keep track of which one of your friends has what. My grand total comes to $6002! WHOA! That's some serious dough. And I'm not even finished! My User name is Zeon_Soldier. And I thought my parents didn't give me enough money.
SOMETHING COOL IN THE BLUES BROTHERS
The other day when I was watching The Blues Brother for the thousandth time I noticed somthing really awsome that I don't think many people have noticed. Towards the end when Jake and Elwood are in the Palos Hotel Ballroom and their performing "Everybody Needs Sombody To Love" and when Elwood is at the end of the cat-walk saying the last part of his speech you see Jake right below Elwood, on the ground, swinging his hadncuffs. I'm gonna submit this to Blues Brothers Central. I havn't heard many people talk about his. Well if you have the collector's edition DVD than check it out.Randomness

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